When I thought I had a limited amount of years, I always took comfort in that I would probably go before Elston. I've dreaded her getting older since she was 2. Now that I am doing better and Elston is 12, I am starting to accept the fact that I will outlive her. Many friends have lost their animals this year. It has been heartbreaking to see or hear their grief. I really don't know how I will handle things when it is time for Elston. I know it is part of being an owner and that I'll know when it is ready. But, this little red dog has been through everything with me. I sometimes think that I would have fallen apart by now except I have someone depending on me for food and walks. Unconditional love.
Elston lost her best dog friend today. I wished they could have had a few more years of becoming old ladies together.
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Hi Em,
Just catching up with you tonight. :)
As far as Elston, I remember losing my dog Ginger and then my horse, Stubbs within 6 months. I wasn't a stranger to animals dying, since well, you know our family, but these were MY animals. It was so horrible and hard, but I do have to say, it is possible to come out the other end. You never forget them though.
Give Elston a kiss for me! :)
You are right that it is harder when they are your animals and not just the family pets. I've had Elston for 12 years. She has been the most stable part of my life. I just think she has the perfect little soul that helps sustain me on those tough days.
As I start to see her age, I realize that I will be okay. But, I know that it will hurt more than anything else.
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